Brilliant.

It seems as if time is going much quicker than I had thought.

Recently, I went to check things out for when I'm supposed to start school. It's already June. I can't believe how quickly times has passed, I was only pondering going back to school in December of last year. It almost feels like time has sped up particularly for this moment.

Life passes by way too quickly.

On a brighter and not as depressing note, I'm a bit excited though also very scared about going to school. When I was in school, I had always sort of considered myself a normal school girl, normal amounts of friends, normal grades (until the bad influences came in lol) and etc etc. I don't know if I'll have any luck in the same way this time. Especially if I'm going to a school filled with really dumb young people from around the city OTL I feel bad for it, but I honestly cannot stand dumb people. Not a superiority thing either, but more of a logical tactful sort of way. For instance I've had adult classes before where even adults were annoying and disrespectful. I guess no matter what age you are, being an tactless moron is a trait that doesn't discriminate.

Yesterday I went to have sushi with my friend and my sister. I'm glad they seemed to get along well. I hope it's the same with my brother OTL I really want my brother to get along well with my friend.

There's so much to do but so little time.

ON A BETTER AND MUCH HAPPIER NOTE.

A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY MESSAGE FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND. 

Sasha~
I know you think I might have forgotten your birthday, but I have not! OTL I was just so busy that day I had no time to write up a proper message for you.

Over the course of time that we've known eachother, you became a very special and dear friend to me. I'm very happy to know you were there when I was still ranting on about a certain dude, when I was feeling very low, all our fandom frustrations. I know you became frustrated for the lack of enthusiasm when it came to support the boys. I'm sincerely sorry I've been useless in this process. I hope you had a wonderful, wonderful birthday, sweetheart. You're a very kind and sweet person, easy going and serious. I think you have a very sincere heart and you always stick to what you believe in and bend it for no one. I really admire that of you. I hope you never change.

Please remember that if you ever need me, I'll always be here for you~ I miss talking to you on conversations on the phone and I quite miss randomly messaging you T^T

Happy Belated Birthday sweet Sashimi! 
I wish I had a cute Kevin picture to go along with this message but jfdlsk;jaflks;jalfdsjlf my PC doesn't work anymore OTL OTL OTL OTL I hope we can be friends for a long time! ❤