FALLING

For the past couple of weeks, though I've been lamenting not being able to attend school like I had planned, I have found myself undoubtedly excited for fall to arrive.

For those who don't know me, this is my favorite time of the year. Fall has always symbolized the beginning of the end. I know that sounds grim and exactly like something I would say but by that I mean fall is when the year itself is reminding us that it'll all be over soon, so instead of sending off melancholic memories of the past Spring and Summer, it's when the world itself restarts a new. School starts again, people begin college if they're going, children in primary, middle, high school lament summer vacation is ending but always starting a brand new year, jobs refresh and plans begin for the upcoming holidays in the next few months. Not to mention, fashion changes, what with the September issue of every magazine making it's thick and heavy appearance.

I adore fall. I adore everything that comes with it. I love cold mornings and cloudy days. I adore the slow down at work, hot tea and cold weather. I look forward to the upcoming holidays, Halloween, Thanksgiving, The Day of the Dead and All saints day. It's just always been a favorite of mine. Though holidays have always been disappointing, they're still nice, ultimately because we're still together. My family and I are loner types, our holidays spent in solitude but otherwise happy and comfortable.

So for the time, I really wish I could do something different this year to perk up my spirits. Excited as I am for fall like always, I feel the numbness from the past couple of months. I hope my next post has the Fall Phobia bucketlist I keep meaning to write but forget amidst all the chaos.

In the meantime, I have a decision to make regarding a second job I should take. Time will tell. Time will tell....

HERE'S A SURVEY.

RANDOM SURVEY
DO YOU SNORE?
Yes I think O_O I think my family has said I snore, not loudly, but loud enough they know I do. Which is ah...hahaha.....

LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
I guess lover. Meh. I'm bad at fights...

WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
THAT'S A HARD QUESTION I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER.
I've got so many fears, it's hard to pick just one ROFL....

AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?
Nope D: I didn't have a childhood apparently jfldk;sjalfs d

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?
I think it's meh and obviously not reality. Let's be real here, everything is planned.

DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Nope that's annoying AF O_O

WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
I don't know O_O I don't think so rofl

HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
It's great, thanks for asking, survey xD

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
Black. Like my soul.

DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Yes O_O Not outloud but sort of. Unless I actually play music, in which case, an entire performance happens.

HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
NO BUT I WANNAAAAAA

ANY SECRET TALENTS?
Not that I know of. If I have any, they're secret even to me ROFL...

WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Anywhere but here.

HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?
Yes, and I love it.

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
No. Should I....?

DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
Yes :/ We should probably care about these things if we want to continue living.

HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
I don't know honestly. I don't like candy/sweets that much.

CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
No x___x not even gonna try *lazy*

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
Yeah~ Just once lol

ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?
No?

?????

WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
They need to stop doing that bullshit.

IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
Hell no LOL....

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
No Dx I write like I'm being rushed even when I write slowly.

WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Cheap jewelry....

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"
I'm not sure @_@

IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?
You tell me. Is he? O_O

DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
Nah.

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Scrambled, no salt, lots of pepper.

ARE BLONDES DUMB?
?????????????? Don't know how hair color makes someone dumb. Being dumb doesn't discriminate hair colors LOL...

WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
what.

WHAT TIME IS IT?
9:52 pm

DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A few.

IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
YES.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
Yesterday.

DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Both.

IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?
No, but don't let kids know that. Seriously.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
Depends. You know how sometimes your mind can create things that aren't there? Yeah the dark doesn't help.....

WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
Iced black tea, Marichat, thin eyeliners.

CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
Both.

HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
Yeah.........................................

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
Twice @_@

IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
Drug Free is the only way to be.

ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?
Yes~

HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?
Good god no O_O

WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Brown.

WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
The better question is when have I not rofl....

DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
Previous question and answer tells you that answer.

WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?
You can't compare lives. Everyone has a different struggle.

Though Nana from afterschool....... Wouldn't complain tbh.

ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
If I were I'd have predicted this stupid question....

HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
No, but I've heard of it and to a certain point know how it goes. Eek.

DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
A bit.

CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?
Nope.

DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
Never been Dx

DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
Sometimes if it's so fuckin hilarious I literally have ROFL but otherwise no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
I guess in a way I kinda do. But then again it might just be wishful thinking to something that I know is impossible that I try to tell myself might not be as impossible as it seems.

IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
Sure thing.

YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
??????????????????????It happens all the time, kinda have to take that into it existing as a thing LOL

CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
I can't even regular walk bro.

DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
....................................... Ok but how old is this survey.

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Shin Ramyun cup, a bag of Doritos and a plain black tea with ice. Diet, be damned!

DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
When I'm not lazy, yes.

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
I'M NOT GONNA ANSWER THESE ANYMORE.

WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
I don't watch enough TV to judge right now @_@

DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
No.

FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?

U-KISS 4 LYFE.

In desperate need of some actual rest. Just got back from old town with the goodies of a new BELIEF face cleaner, which I swear by, a TARTE super fine liner (Because you need those sharp tiny wings) and a Smashbox water primer (just cuz it was cheap). At some point, I do have to start taking pics. But first, I need a new PC OTL and for that I need more moollah... so I need another job and ----

ANYWAY.

I have to let the bun run right now. And another looooooooooooong day awaits tomorrow.

Toodles~