Hop.

I've been having a hard time writing. I feel no creative juices happening. SO. Instead of doing the pointless job of trying to make a theme to write about like I do when I'm feeling more inspired, I'm just gonna post a survey, like I used to do in my LJ.

But first, here's a few random little things. Not many, just honorary mentions.
-I met my new therapist this week. She's lovely. I'm very much happy with the transfer.
-Attempting to apply at two jobs part time. Please, life or whoever reads this, wish me luck for good things to come.
-I have a terrible swollen gum and I can't eat well. Great.
-Healthy eating is going poorly, but still going Pfffffffft.
-I'm enjoying Elnaz's life way too much RN LOL
-Still miraculous trash, enough so I'm gonna go buy that stupid toy Yo-Yo.
-OTL I really want to buy a new laptop because I'm so tired of seeing the tiny screen on this cute little tablet. I miss full size PC's. And being to load shit. And download shit. And make shit work. And PC shit in general. SIGH.

WITHOUT FURTHER DELAYS NOW,

THE (SEMI)MID YEAR SURVEY.
What Has Been Your Biggest Regret?
So far I think it's been procrastinating my entrance to school OTL OTL I have been saying that I'd go to school for so long that it's lost all meaning to anyone to hear I'm trying to enroll, again.

The One Thing You Are Most Proud Of?
I guess that I finally was able to tell the one person I love that I love him? Even if it ended with rejection, it at least ended nicely.

Single Most Memorable Moment?
Oh I was gonna say there's been nothing eventful but honestly, the birth of my nephew is still the most memorable so far~

The Drink Of This Year?
POWERADE. AND IT WAS, IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE TBH.

Get Any Scars?
Lots. Scratches from the Bun.

Your Favourite Song For This Year?
STALKER. I LOVE STALKER (By U-KISS of course hehe). Though honestly it's hard to pick because I really like these particular three: Stalker, Out of my Life, The Miraculous Ladybug theme song in English, Korean (by Fiestar, no less) and French @_@
One Shot One Kill almost in this list as well but THE OTHER THREE. I CAN LISTEN TO ALL DAY.

One Moment From This Year That You Want To Relive..?
OTL The last time I saw him. I wish he hadn't gone to see me when it was so busy. I wanted to wish him luck myself in person and hug him one last time.

Relationships.. Just... Need I Say Any More..?
Nope. NOOOOOPEEE *SKIPS*

One Thing From This Year (good or bad) That Will Always Stay With You?
Them. AU and Superman. Their pressence in general was really impactful to my life. It's difficult to explain, but I think eventhough it was short lived, they will leave a strong impression on me for a long time.

One Time You Really Cried?
I cried alot seeing my sister distressed. That was really awful.

Naughtiest Thing You've Done :p ?
I'm not really sure O_O I'm a good girl yo rofl

One Time You Really Felt Like A Failiure?
When I couldn't even get a job at a mediocre place with mediocre people =_____=

Fallen In Love?
I guess not. I've had of crushes, and usually they're pretty intense crushes, but eventhough I say I love/d Superman, I know that's not love. It's just infatuation. So no.

Have You Stayed In love!?
^ previous Q & A

Done An All Nighter?
Lots. Unintentionally too OTL

Murdered Someone And Fled To Mexico?
I'd be in jail for sure already if that were the case LOL *terrible liar*

Honestly.. How Much Money Have You Spent On Random Crap?
LOTS. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSS. I can't even explain I mean- Jesus. I have a problem.

Funniest Moment :D ?
I HAVE NO CLUE. I HAVE A TERRIBLE SENSE OF HUMOR SO THIS SHOULD BE EASY BUT INSTEAD I'M BLANKING OUT.

Someone That You Really Miss?
I miss my best friends. I miss hanging out with my girls.

Any Real Real Bad Mistakes?
Well there's so much to regret but I'm so cautious and afraid to make mistakes that there hasn't been, thankfully, any with large scale consequences... I hope it stays that way cuz I'm a coward rofl...

Someone You Have Come To Hate This Year?
Not really. I hate everyone equally....

Your Lowest Moment..?
Not sure... again, I'm cautious as fuck (in other words, boring)

Your Highest Moment (naturally :p) ?
That confession rofl I swear to god I am the biggest coward ever. It's so difficult to understand for some people how I can seem so "confident" but I'm basically the biggest wuss to have ever lived. This confession is my proudest moment, I think in life. It's also point one of my Phobia Bucket list and I did it and i'm so happy xD

Have You Broken Something Valuable?
Not really, nah.

Had Your Heart Broken?
Not heart broken. YOU NEED A HEART FOR THAT HAHAHAHAHA *shot*

Made Someone Cry?
I think mostly my mom and sister OTL I'm an awful person...

Broken Someone Else's Heart?
I hope not >____< I mean, I think in a way yeah but in another I just hope it's not that serious rofl....

Created A Real Bad Awkward Silence..? How?
Not really. Silence isn't awkward to me so I try not to make it awkward for others by not being silent in general rofl.... *makes sense in my head*

Have You Left The Country?
Sadly no :(

Did You Learn Any Really Valuble Lessons?
I think it might only that which has to do with feelings. It's difficult to say but I've talked about it enough that I don't think anything longer than "Things happen for a reason" is neccessary to say.

Haha.. One Moment From This Year That You REALLY Want On Film?
A compilation of ALL my awkward moments with AU. Those were good moments ROFL

Have You Had A Near Death Experience?
Nope. And I hope that never happens LOL

Out Of Body Experience?
Nope....

One Life Changing Moment?
Again, that one moment when I forgot I'm a wuss LOL

Was This Year Happier For You Than Last Year?
Nope, not at all. 2015 was such a wonderful year to me. So many emotions, so many things. So many people and changes that were exciting and new. It was a breath of fresh air after years of dull ache and boredom. 2015 was a year that brought back something I didn't think I would ever have again. So far 2016, which I thought was gonna be even better, doesn't hold a candle to 2015. Instead it's left me on the painstaking path of boredom once more.

Go On.. It's Gotta Be Done ;P .. Rate This Year Out Of 10
So far it's a 5.

Been Arrested.. Or Come Close?
Nope.

Got Yourself Into An Awkward Situation?
Lots of times LOL....

This Years Most Painful Moment?
Again. My sister's situation was pretty bad.

A Really Powerful Image For You?
I'm not sure, actually O_O....

One Awesome Band You Discovered This Year?
Why would I need that though when I HAVE U-KISS. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

C'mon.. :D .. Most Embarrasing Moment?
OTL OTL OTL OTL..... Where to even start. I get plenty of those often. I'm just one walking embarrassing moment tbh

Met Anyone Famous?
Nah. I'm not cool like that I guess LOL

One Moment Where You Really Screwed Up Bad?
I fuck up alot so it's hard to say rofl O_O

Favourite Movie From This Year?
Nothing from theaters since I don't watch alot of movies to begin with, but I myself just watched Madoka Magica the Movie "Rebellion" SIGH I love this series and I love this movie.

Made Any Really Good Friends?
So far I'm pretty happy I got to meet my friends Doug and Grace. Doug especially has become my best friend.

Made Yourself An Arch Nemesis?
I hope not >____<

One Thing You Wish You Could Just Forget?
Them. Him especially.

If You Could Turn Back Time To This Moment One Year Ago.. Would You?
No. I remember I was very sad because of AU at this time last year. I was so afraid he'd leave and at the time, I thought that was the worse that could happen. Scary how things change....

A Quote From This Year?
"If I can't bring down heaven, then I will raise hell."

The Most Expensive Thing You Bought?
.............................that 40 buck Sailor moon keychain was pretty pricey for it's size.

A Time You Fell Straight On Your Ass..?
I went to get my blood drawn and got dizzy and fell LOL....

Went To Say Something That Came Out Wrong?
Oh, LOADS. Customer service is awful when you think too fast for your mouth to catch up so you end up slurring and saying gibberish...

Learnt To Play An Instrument?
Nope :( Though I practiced Piano for a bit on my own hehe

Resolutuons For Next Year..? (Yeah I Know We Never Keep 'Em.
UGH I don't even know..... I'll write that down if I think of some when this year ends (It's still Aug. I'll do this survey again in December IGPUL.)

Sum Up This Year In A Few Words?
A piece of shit.

And Now For Your End Of Year Speech :D .. Go For It...

THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN TIL THIS YEAR ACTUALLY ENDS.

Ok I'm gonna sleep because, why not. It's a thing that people do.

TOODLES.