CHANGE.

The past few weeks have been................. hectic to say the very least.

(Also, yikes. It's been a long, long time since I updated my blog. Not like anyone reads or cares but so much for promising myself to blog.)

In either case there's been quite a few drastic changes to my everyday life, all surrounding the complete uprooting of my family from one lovely little house to a small and uncomfortable apartment.

Sigh.

Needless to say that sums up everything I feel in a single word. I've been tirelessly trying to get myself to adjust to the fact we never will be able to return to the place we called home for nearly a decade. It was small, sure, it could be uncomfortable, of course, but nonetheless I was happy there. There were of course lots of time when I wished things were different at the time. I'd give anything to go back to it now that it's over.

But alas, life goes on right?

On the other hand there are maybe two things I should be grateful for in this tiny apartment.

For one, there is AC so I probably won't be dying and suffering from the heat too much (until it's fixed properly anyway) or of severe bronchitis this year.

On the other, I have a proper place to sleep.

Yay...........

But I still miss our old house already. And it's only been 3 days...................

I keep telling myself I should be grateful. We're not that far away and honestly I don't think we could've done better than this.

But it is what it is.